kecewa sih tapi…..

yaps….

2day ada hasil dr bank BNI, n gw dinyatakan ga lolos ODP….

hehehehe

sumpah seharian gw pusing ngguin telepon n liat di website eh taunya pas jam 6an hasilnya keluar n no 11522 ga ada di daftarnya…

sakiiiiitttt ga boonk….

capeeeee bgt udh ngejalanin banyak bgt tes2nya….

ga bs nerima awalnya…

pengen teriak….

pengen mencak-mencak…

pengen nangis n akhirnya nangis after nelepon owin…

after nelepon owin, dya bilang “emng bukan tempat lw disitu ta!”

gtu doank….

n gtw abis nelepon lalu bilang ma ateu, bonda n deded,,,,

gw legaaaaa

legaaaaaa banget….

hati gw yg awalnya ga bs ikhlas ga tau kenapa skrg kosong…

blank….

ga ada apa2…

ga ada perasaaan kecewa lagi…

cuma yawda masih banyak kesempatan di depan mata gw nanti yg harus gw kejar…

harus gw bisa raih…

dan satu, gw musti banyak berdoa sama Allah…

itu doank…

lega???

kok bs secepet itu yah???

alhamdulillah ya Allah,,,

gw percaya ini pasti yg terbaik buat gw…

even awalnya susah bgt bwt nganggep gtu tp skrg gw tw, pasti ini yg terbaik menurut ALLAH bwt gw…

huuuuffffhhhhh

minimal gw ga deg2an lagi kan udh tau hasilnya….

makasih ya ALLAH, udh bikin TITA kuat n ikhlas dgn apa yg terjadi hari ini…

semangat!!!!!!

BNI & BTN

Mudah2an lolos yah yang ODP bank BNI, minaaaaaaaaaaatt bgt!!
hasilnya minggu ke-3 bulan ini…..
Ya Allah mohon kabulkan doa tita yah,,,,
dan fasilitas yg dikasih BNI juga sangat2 lumayan…..
uhhhhh pengen cepet2 ganti status *mencari kerja* ini deh, hehehehe
semangat TITA!!!!!!

btw buat bank BTN jg mudah2an lolos yah, amiiinnn
jadi nanti tinggal pilih yang bener2 TERBAIK

Cry

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got that whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone, I’m spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip, what’s happening
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it’s hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it’s no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I’m sad to see us apart
I didn’t give to you on purpose
Can’t figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I’m spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I’ll drown
I’m losing grip, what’s happening
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And After all I tried to do to stay away from loving you
I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know
And I won’t let it show
You won’t see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

All my life…

_rihanna_